Haaaaaaaaaaaaaappyyyyyyyyyyy Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaarrrrr! Thank you Thank you Thank you! I know I know it's been like forever innit? lol... But as always I AM BACK ( comic evil laughter). Oh well been beating my head about what to write, you know. Maybe something intellectual and really ... I don't know shark-like. Unfortunately i ended up going into the deep and almost dark part of me and this is what i pulled out. Edited twice (nervouse giggle), with a resounding applause here is FINDING ME. Enjoy. And of course comments and questions are welcome.... Be kind. lol.
FINDING ME
How do you tear your eyes away from beauty?
When she glares at you audaciously, seductively, vivaciously, naively
How do you bear the pain of being misunderstood?
When understanding evades and confuses mankind
How do you erase a memory?
A memory repugnant as sin and yet pervasive as breath.
Take away my pain.
Erase my memories.
Rewind time.
That I may change the path I turned; the path to infinite pain and derision from enemies and lovers.
Free me from this nagging shame constantly reminding me of the unforgettable.
What is the remedy to the disease of life?
What is the cure to self?
Why am I pursued by a punishing rutz!
Entrapments day by sluggish day, night by drowsy night
Moment by suffocating moment
Heart wrenching joylessness!
Maybe just maybe I’ll make it and find that oh so evasive fulfilling joy
Maybe the unfathomable, barely within reach will find its way to my space
Just MAYBE
Until that space in time I replace it with a high
My drug of choice, LAUGHTER
I find me that I lost somewhere sometime ago
Me my darling, answer my call
Me my beautiful, my sweet
Me the creature from the creator’s belly
Me the powerfully loving loyal Nubian princess
My essence, my heart, where forth art thou?
If thou hearest me, respond
Where forth art thou?
Why is there the need to cure the self or 'selves'? Just wondering.
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